but overall im quite happy with my progress and especially if i get a good job this month i could quickly pay off my debts and be independent which is the main reason im still living in my parents house and sleeping in a tent on their property
idk i have good talks with ami too and the whole point of why im still talking to her is that she is enthusiastic about dating me
also i have been critical of everyone except for myself in these posts but ami has been overall very nice to me which is why i hope shes still a virgin
i want to marry her if things work out but i definitely would be cool with not communicating with my family anymore
which i could do right now but it would be expensive and i technically could not since i still am cosigned on my loans with them
so i might as well save the money and sleep in a tent which i can put rape alarms on
cause motels are honestly just as rapey and so is being homeless
but im very happy about how things are going right now and very optimistic about how quickly im going to pay off my debts and be financially independent with my own land to develop
which im looking forward to building a small house on with off grid power and amenities such as internet
which is where i will build a sailboat in order to live in several different islands around the world within eight years