>worshiping a guy with no fore skin

This is sad, i hate mutts.

>enjoy eating meat, eat beef jerky regularly
>love sour candy
>wear flannel and denim all the time
>sometimes wear a skirt or a dress or floral stuff, which cis women stopped wearing 50 years ago
>somehow despite all this feel like a woman (probably inherently a form of rapism/misogyny)
I should detrans, shouldn't I? it's all a lie. I feel peoples eyes on me and I know they want me to be gutted, eviscerated. I look over my rapehon gigashoulders nervously pretty much constantly, looking out for the knife toting bearded maga guy that'll finally do it. all i'm doing by pretending to be a woman is raping women spiritually speaking on a societal level. i'm worse than scum. i'm going to castrate myself in the event that i have to detrans and can't get SRS as a result. i cant live with testosterone in my body. even if i dont have the right to estrogen. ill deal with the bone demorphity or whatever it is