i have developed a splitting headache after several days of non stop drinking

i've never had a relationship i was 9 when i last had friends no one has ever really liked i have no normal experiences and never will i just wish i wasn't expired and unlovable and someone cared about me just once

>>81759663
seeing other people talk about friends and relationships and experiences that i'd do unspeakable things to have like they mean fucking nothing feels like hundreds of daggers in my chest
idk what i've done in a previous life to deserve this but it had to be fucking horrific

>>81703782
Am I your boyfriend? No? Then you're a whore. Enjoy hell