>>40687932
i feel a calling to master the vicissitudes. ive been preparing to read a grimoire in in order to fully embody azhi dahaka.
>Central to the Draconian ritual cycle is the enfleshment of the primordial Serpent of Eld both within the body of the practitioner as the First Sorcerer Azha-Cain, and within the earth of the World-Field as the Dragon Azhdeha. This dual-natured work is realised through rites of bodily sacrifice unto the Serpent, and subsequently through a year-long cycle of practices. These rites, being solar, lunar, and stellar in nature, transfix the celestial attributes of the Dragon’s Body within the telluric ritual arena and the sensorium of the practitioner.

>unless you are a blatant sadistic psychopath
"If doing good could let me achieve my goals, I would be a saint. But it can't, so I can only become a demon."
it is really that simple. i am willing to shed even my own blood if it means glimpsing at Eternity. it is not about pleasure.

>>40688120
>but I'm positive that overtime I displayed qualities that the Giovanni were very in line with
makes sense. i will keep this in mind