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>>935685480
I also suffered 10 years of suicidal depression.
It is possible to get better, finding new ways to program your mind to avoid the quagmire is one, simply training yourself to drop thought and each time it comes back dropping it again is another.

I was milled excessively in a torment chamber, effectively strapped to a bed in a single room for 15 years, this cured my depression, despite it was horrific, because I was not focussing on misery, but instead actively arguing against it.

>>935685632
Wait for the escalation of the space program, when we are travelling for years in space, the data for energetic field manipulation will begin to flow, the absence of Earth's magnetic field may need to be countered, because it causes depression.

The data acquired by black projects now will allow for effective field harmonics manipulation.