>>40408721
Pedo now? Where did that come from? I could barely relate to twenty somethings when I was in my twenties myself.

I can see why twinks are attractive I think, and think they are pretty. But good god trying to converse with them feels like baby sitting.

Sometimes I think about just taking one out for dinner and a nice time but naturally people seem to think all legitimate dates are theater and prelude to sex, and it just doesnt interest me anymore. I like the visual aesthetics of a young guy but actual sex would seem like an ill match, it doesnt inspire me anymore and I can think of more sex related activities that would seem appealing rather than actual sex.

For example, I have a weird kink for just watching or helping a twink bathe, but that would naturally seem odd to someone in place of sex. I just like seeing them relax and enjoy the water and sensual mindfulness of the moment. I guess because a bath has so many zen aspects to it. Hearing the water, smelling the soaps, feeling the sultry air.

Probably not coincidentally, a bathroom is a big deal to me. It has to be large, well lit and tastefully appointed. I feel bad for people stuck with crappy bathrooms where theres nothing visual to relax them.

I think the oxy peaked already so the rambling to grasp at discussion should be winding down lol.