I dug it out! It's cringe to look at now but a good reminder of a bad time.

>>7644325
Depression and social anxiety. These are diagnosed. Depression used to build up and I'd go very very nuts with a little bit of pressure. Delusional thinking, dissociation, shouting and saying crazy shit to my parents etc. I drew a giant fox head on my wall in charcoal once, stuff like this was common. I think a lot of it was because I was kind of obsessed with becoming an artist specifially so i wouldn't have to interact people IRL - naturally, I was a NEET at the time.

Don't get me wrong, I've not had psychosis properly diagnosed, but I've spoken to Doctors who've told me after the fact that, from my description, it was psychosis. It was sporadic for me, and Im at a baseline now where I don't get it anymore, thoughit felt like I came close a couple days ago.

Sorry to dump. Are we sharing conditions here? What's yours?

>>7644326
Thanks. I dont post, this stuff is spontaneous, I rarely draw like this normally.