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7/14/2025, 3:59:19 AM
>>280549536
you never once stuck up for me like that when people were being dicks to me. just for the record, i wasn’t just talking garbage like someone of you think. The fat and indian stuff doesn’t bother me because it’s your headcanon bs, but the used goods/ rape stuff I thought I was handling but it had just made me feel like worthless shit over time. he has said stuff like that to me, and i’m not asking you to not talk to him or whatever, but if one time you could have ever said don’t be like that or say that, or have just stood up for me even once I know it’s my fault for being a blogposting retard using this as an outlet and i’m not self pitying or expecting anyone to react differently to what they did but barley coming here recently has made me realise i don’t have tangible or real people at all. i’m not getting mad at you but the stuff i had in my head that wasn’t real. i was going to ask to talk in private but i’m just humiliating myself even more i just want to say, i’m sorry if my meltdowns and schizophrenic stuff caused anyone genuine unhappiness or upset anyone. if we could see eachothers faces i would not behave like that. i don’t think anything I did justifies the rape comments, it’s hard to articulate, but that’s with me every day and sucks every day and it has made it so i’ve barely been happy. you will accuse of pity fishing and i won’t read replies to this if anyone even sees it but it’s not that, i am just saying, if i could be different to what i was I would be but it’s hard. i hope i at least amused some of you
https://youtube.com/watch?v=vKt92bzSZPY&pp=ygUbY29sb3JzIG9mIHRoZSByYWluYm93IHJlbWl4
also bejitabroreal, i made you a mod because i saw you posting faggot stuff and I don’t want that in my stream even if i’m not there anymore. i will promote you again, but even if you don’t like me please respect my wishes and don’t add faggot / tranny emotes and shows and things to it
you never once stuck up for me like that when people were being dicks to me. just for the record, i wasn’t just talking garbage like someone of you think. The fat and indian stuff doesn’t bother me because it’s your headcanon bs, but the used goods/ rape stuff I thought I was handling but it had just made me feel like worthless shit over time. he has said stuff like that to me, and i’m not asking you to not talk to him or whatever, but if one time you could have ever said don’t be like that or say that, or have just stood up for me even once I know it’s my fault for being a blogposting retard using this as an outlet and i’m not self pitying or expecting anyone to react differently to what they did but barley coming here recently has made me realise i don’t have tangible or real people at all. i’m not getting mad at you but the stuff i had in my head that wasn’t real. i was going to ask to talk in private but i’m just humiliating myself even more i just want to say, i’m sorry if my meltdowns and schizophrenic stuff caused anyone genuine unhappiness or upset anyone. if we could see eachothers faces i would not behave like that. i don’t think anything I did justifies the rape comments, it’s hard to articulate, but that’s with me every day and sucks every day and it has made it so i’ve barely been happy. you will accuse of pity fishing and i won’t read replies to this if anyone even sees it but it’s not that, i am just saying, if i could be different to what i was I would be but it’s hard. i hope i at least amused some of you
https://youtube.com/watch?v=vKt92bzSZPY&pp=ygUbY29sb3JzIG9mIHRoZSByYWluYm93IHJlbWl4
also bejitabroreal, i made you a mod because i saw you posting faggot stuff and I don’t want that in my stream even if i’m not there anymore. i will promote you again, but even if you don’t like me please respect my wishes and don’t add faggot / tranny emotes and shows and things to it
6/19/2025, 6:22:21 AM
>>279793988
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ga9r_yaftY0&pp=ygUadmlldyB0byBhIGtpbGwgZHVyYW4gZHVyYW4%3D
https://youtube.com/watch?v=ga9r_yaftY0&pp=ygUadmlldyB0byBhIGtpbGwgZHVyYW4gZHVyYW4%3D
6/18/2025, 5:27:27 AM
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