I’m more depressed than I’ve ever been. Every day, multiple times a day, I see something like a migraine aura flashing through my vision, reminding me that something’s wrong. I’ve had test after test on my eyes, my brain, everything. And still, no one can tell me what’s happening.

I can’t enjoy anything. I’m trapped in this constant fear that I’m about to have a stroke, or that something deeper and more permanent is breaking inside me. I don’t know how to go back to the way things were. I don’t even know if I can.

Also this post is vidya related because... I... uh... been playing Lies of P which has been fun i havent been playing anything