I just heard. Are you guys ok? Don't start killing yourselves now, ogey? Life is just not fair, things are shit wall to wall and even the escapism has to end some time, at some point, yeah? hold on to happy memories and move on. This is gonna happen to all fanbases eventually, women are not creatures of loneliness like men are, they will always have support from somewhere. If anything, try to find some regular guy streamer you like and just hang out in the chat with. It's healthier, trust me.