im tired of life in so many ways.

i keep hunting for a relationship, from app to app. it just seems so pointless. im too ugly or fat or what i cant say

all i do is work and play games, have hardly any friends, and see them even less.

The only things i have to live for are my mom and brother. even then i think about killing myself everyday, they would be better off without me im sure

Does God care? i dont know.

im just tired of the world, but im still trying to find something to live for outside of my mom and brother.

i try and dont know why