if i dated someone for one year and i wasnt even attracted to him (he sa’d me i dont care about his feelings) and we kissed and held hands and i let him touch my boobs a couple times (we never had sex, no penetration happened) is it possible for me to be a khhv again? I miss being a khhv. I took it for granted. It was so freeing. Now i feel like all those keegs and foidwhores out there. Please help me. Should i chemically castrate myself or perform fgm on myself?