another good watch. just love that movie, especially the first half. brilliantly written and very well acted. a cut above every other movie i've seen. if you haven't seen true grit, you're missing out. took a lunch break, that's why i've been gone so long. watched a lot of kino already, gonna shower again and then go dry off in the sun before i start my next flick. not sure what it will be yet. realize for certain i was fooled the other night. sorry babe. probably won't be the last time either, unless you email me soon which i pray you do. want to know better what you need from me, how to get past these obstacles, satisfy your heart and make you comfortable with me. see you've been on the internet a lot less, thought you were off it completely today, but see that you're back now. hope you watched that movie. but i do know you've had a lot less than usual, which is good. so have i. want us to have more days like this, only better, together and enjoying the world. maybe get some sunshine soon, before it's dark, like i'm about to, it's good for your health if nothing else.
whatever happened in the past between us that has you hesitant to connect, please reconsider it. people change, look at yourself. maybe i'm wrong about that, i get pessimistic quickly, you know that now. maybe you're still deliberating and considering, i hope that to be so. that's what i'm going to try and believe i guess. but i mean what i say about us and i really do adore you. maybe i'm too isolated, have some tunnel vision, but i know how special you are and my feelings are true. i'm not wrong about that. wish i was younger for you, that we agreed more, but our hearts are very much alike in many ways, i really think i'm the only man on earth that can make you happy, you're the only girl i can think of that's really right for me.
stay strong today, i'm proud of you already, can't wait for our next connection, and i love you.