>prayer
Pulsating compass beneath my skin,
Show us red earths long lost within
Vistas of organs from liver to fin
If torn, come quivers, knowledge it bring
The crows laugh watching my serpent form
With our loyalty sworn, become our skin
As we question deeper into the land of sin
The land of digestion, may it taste us

new addition to eopya ritual
note its more psychological character
some relation to goetia here, could be fleshed out
- interpretation of goetia

lastly ive made a new addition to the eopya rosary ritual draft. this one is meant to be a little bit more psychological in focus. it dawned on me that there should be a practice here that contends with the fact that there is a degree to which we are actually attached with the current form of our body even when we want to change it. this is tied to what i was talking about earlier with the sun, there is a somehow a primordial horror to conscious experience when bodily transformation is involved. hence, confronting such fears are important in case we are placing unconscious barriers to our progress.

as for the inspiration for how this was made, i was aiming for a more like goetic vibe here. there is an emphasis on some alien presence that is brought forth in front of the practitioner. based off of goetia, some further ritual elements could be added at a later time using this as inspiration. i remember a vid that talked about goetia where they related the demons to psychological constructs, and how if you were able to work with all of these demons, one could become the “master of the temple”. the idea there seemed powerful.