Depends where you live faggit, either live in/near where they're decriminalized or grow your own. If those don't work, then there are online vendors that will sell if you're not being fucking retarded and understand OpSec. Not handing out names.
I literally matched with a foid a few weeks ago who ghosted after I brought up going out sometime It is always women's fault for being alone and they are too delusional to ever take blame