Back in college I sucked my friend's dick at his dorm. This eventual act was because me and him were friends since our high school years. Both of us dropped out and there was a month of us just giving each other blowjobs whether it was at his house or my place. Months later found myself a gf and still is my gf of five years. We are still friends, and we talk and hangout sometimes. Is the urge to suck him off still desired? Yes, but him and only him.