>>8098867
The other advice given is legit, you either have to break the cycle with getting involved with some new things or just accept the dull process and finsih you're degree.

I challenge to you find other things to get into... clubs, projects, side hustles, ect.

>>8099051
Been in a similar situation, if its not a mirror and they don't see you the same way you see them, then save yourself. Don't put in effort to something that's not going to yield any fruit.

Moving on is hard. You may suffer from regression along the way, but be aware of it and keep moving forward. You got this!

>>8099193
Look into the Orthodox Church.

>>8099693
Reach out to people you know and see if they got anything going on in thier occupational lives that might be an in for you. Half the time it's who you know/talk to rather than what you see online or where ever you look for whats next.

>>8100027
Happy for you. Remember what you have now, so when the bad comes, you know how far you have come to earn all of that.

Go get 'em tiger!