i remember sobbing one time after a big blowout argument (that i didn't cause) that featured a lot of abuse and accusations hurled at me. i remember asking her "who's going to tell *me* it's all going to be okay?"

i think this was one of the only times i ever got through, because she started crying too and started telling me it was going to be okay, over and over while i wept.

the moral of the story is that you should simply accept everything bad forever, because if you end up alone you'll feel much worse. or maybe you'll feel worse in a different way, i still haven't really figured it out yet. i hope i can manage to make some sense of it over time

>>529921091
there is someone i miss very much but i will not triple text her

>>529644686
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGPz5IbNgUU
crosses. the band.
>>529644909
as long as you're not a catholic (heretic) then it's fine
i'm not religious though and i'm talking about a band that mostly seems to use crosses for the aesthetic, although there is definitely a bit of a religious theme underlying a lot of their songs

eb that wants to fuck until we merge into a chimera, a mythical beast of [redacted] and [redacted], eternally fused, with two pairs of eyes that look only at each other... and lips, ever touching... with one voice that whispers to itself...

[something sexual or romantic or yearning] eb...

>>528463674
why would i burden anybody with my desire? least of all publicly. it's just somebody i enjoy spending time with a lot.

>>528433164
not cruel at all! what's mine is mine. they won't need it anyways, and it's not like they'd never get to cum with a cage on

anyone wanna do anything or hang out or idk talk about committing suicide together but then fall in love and realize we don't actually want to die at all but instead want to continue living for and with each other

crystal or light datacenter btw

>>528213846
what did you mean by this

>>528188170
i have no real intention of using mods for anything beyond what i do now and maybe for better hands so i don't have to mess with them manually whenever i gpose, don't worry.

i just really like making my character look like she hasn't slept in years. i only installed penumbra in the first place so i could get some different clothes to recreate some scenes i like