Nothing is more blackpilling to me than acknowledging that normal people's lives really are just normal. It's not something they really have to think about, they're just in-tune with it all. Friends, relationships, hobbies, socialization, love, sex, marriage, children, parties and gatherings, these are all things that just 'happen' in a well adjusted person's life.

Like, the idea of just walking up to a stranger and befriending them out of nowhere feels insane to me but normal people are doing that every single day. It feels like I'm an alien just observing.