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7/15/2025, 11:07:44 AM
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I think what differs between you and me as that I actually do see it in a sense of narcissism. I won't lie, there is a part of me that gets some form of pleasure knowing I can manipulate someone pretty easily. Honestly, it's been easy my whole life. I think I assumed other people think and act the same way as me.
I still feel gross about it, because for me it's not a genuine connection. It's the same shit I pulled on my ex-wife and girlfriends before and after: I just enjoyed knowing I could get with them. And I sort of experimented with ways to talk to them to see how they'd react.
But I'm not entirely daft to my own devices. I know it's not okay, and I still feel like I gain some sort of superiority complex when I tell others that it's not okay, and go through with it anyways myself.
Realistically, I played a couple certain younger-aged girls, just to see if I could. And once I realized I can, and how easy it was, I felt gross with myself and cut ties. I've done this with women my age as well. But teens was just...too easy.
So yeah, that's why I said before it's like comparing an Ace to an Ace. I'm not any better. Maybe I'm worse, idk. I didn't ACTUALLY fuck anyone underaged, but I (hypothetically) used them just to see if I could.
Maybe I'm just grossed out with myself if anything. I'm also a bit drunk right now. Not as an excuse, but it probably adds to why I'm so open about it.
I guess I'm trying to say that I've found that women are really fucking easy to manipulate whatever the age, and younger girls are like Storymode. The easiest mode. There's no fun in it at all. I don't connect, and I pretend to, because I do that with every girl I've hooked up with. And now I feel pretty guilty in general. There's no fun in the catch.
I think what differs between you and me as that I actually do see it in a sense of narcissism. I won't lie, there is a part of me that gets some form of pleasure knowing I can manipulate someone pretty easily. Honestly, it's been easy my whole life. I think I assumed other people think and act the same way as me.
I still feel gross about it, because for me it's not a genuine connection. It's the same shit I pulled on my ex-wife and girlfriends before and after: I just enjoyed knowing I could get with them. And I sort of experimented with ways to talk to them to see how they'd react.
But I'm not entirely daft to my own devices. I know it's not okay, and I still feel like I gain some sort of superiority complex when I tell others that it's not okay, and go through with it anyways myself.
Realistically, I played a couple certain younger-aged girls, just to see if I could. And once I realized I can, and how easy it was, I felt gross with myself and cut ties. I've done this with women my age as well. But teens was just...too easy.
So yeah, that's why I said before it's like comparing an Ace to an Ace. I'm not any better. Maybe I'm worse, idk. I didn't ACTUALLY fuck anyone underaged, but I (hypothetically) used them just to see if I could.
Maybe I'm just grossed out with myself if anything. I'm also a bit drunk right now. Not as an excuse, but it probably adds to why I'm so open about it.
I guess I'm trying to say that I've found that women are really fucking easy to manipulate whatever the age, and younger girls are like Storymode. The easiest mode. There's no fun in it at all. I don't connect, and I pretend to, because I do that with every girl I've hooked up with. And now I feel pretty guilty in general. There's no fun in the catch.
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