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I work a dead-end restaurant job at 23 because I dropped out of college due to depression and alcoholism when I was 20. Now I barely drink and am doing better but I'm too broke to go back to school myself, my parents refuse to chip in to help because I fucked it up the first time, I can't seem to get hired literally anywhere else in the current market despite sending out like 5 airball applications daily, and I spend far more time than I probably should ruminating on the fact that I'm wasting my life serving greasy ass brisket to greasy ass fatties, leaving work every day reeking like a charnel house, and being too drained from work to read anywhere near as much as I'd like other than days off or attend to my old workout routine. Honestly a humiliation ritual of an existence with no clear path out. Anyone reading this, don't you ever work in a restaurant.
Thanks for reading my blog, to keep this /lit/, my favorite author is Lermontov.