I miss being young in my teens and college years despite the fact I was a completely broke khhv loner incel back then and I’m worth 7 figures now at 30 and have a hot wife with a baby on the way

Even though I was a loser I was so full of excitement for the future because of how many novel experiences lay ahead. Now I feel like I’m in the end game of an RPG when all the bosses have been defeated and there’s nothing else to do but wander around aimlessly and one shot all enemies