>>40498052
Barbiturates. Recommending Nembutal, as per tradition. 40 pills, also, as per tradition.
Me and my best friend attempted a double suicide back in high school. She called the cops beforehand. She was lucky enough to be recovering from anorexia, so them intubating her for the carbon didn't work.
I was still anorexic at that point. The carbon worked.
But I don't think you have weird metabolism, nor a small stomach, so it should work with you.
The great thing is that it has no antidote.
It's not like opiates, which have narcan. Once you digest it, you go to sleep and never wake up.