I am mentally ill and I can't find the cure.
In the country of mine, Ukraine.

I can't take it anymore. I can't live with this pain. I need to be killed. There's only pain and misery. I can't explain what happened to me, what was in my life and with my psyche and soul. I am completely alone and there's noone to relate. My brain is fried. I don't know what meds could help me. I can't interact with people. Maybe God could help me, but I've got no idea and honestly religion seem such a silly thing to me. My heart is so heavy. I don't know how to deal with this soul pain.
In my country, Ukraine.

My girl. My sweet kind girl.