>>508459795
I'm turning 30 next year. Wizard status (virgin).
I have ONE friend total, nobody else to talk to aside from my mom (both of us got the tism, barely talk) I live with.
Friend is already 30 and a virgin.
I do often get greeted by randoms from highschool with their close to 10 y.o. kids. My sisters son was just born a few months ago.
I do feel the desire, but have no motivation to pursue it.

I wish I had a wife myself that I got married to in my early 20s, with a child and all that. An extended social circle, more friends, larger family would be nice too.
Unfortunately I have little more energy for people than about 15 minutes of interactions a day.
Having a wife around 24/7 this would kill me mentally because I just can't pay attention to others that long. I hate being prompted for minor interactions when it's not absolutely necessary.
I could better my life I just don't feel like there is a point.

I had the opportunity around 19-20, but I broke the relationship myself for the above reasons. I would qualify as a "mentalcel" if you wish to use these terms.
I don't even mind that I'm a virgin to be honest.

I do wish I had people close to me though. How can one expect others to care about them if they can't care about others though?