Part of me doesn't regret my line of work for the last 5ish years. However, I haven't accomplished much in my eyes and I feel like I wasted them.

I know that isn't totally true but I am no longer happy working a job that to a certain extent I am no longer happy doing and that I'm overqualified/disinterested to improve.

I started working in film as a knee jerk reaction from losing my only long term girlfriend of three years. I figured that if I made something of myself then it would've been worth losing her.

I notice that I will never make anything worthwhile/ I can ever quantify a film as great as I felt in that relationship.

Just thinking about a good exit strategy.