psalm 63:1-11 NKJV (slightly edited for anyone who wants to be part of this feeling with the scripture, God bless you and take care)
O God, You are our God
Early will we seek You;
Our soul thirsts for You;
Our flesh longs for You
In a dry and thirsty land
Where there is no water.
So we have looked for You in the sanctuary,
To see Your power and Your glory

Because Your lovingkindness *is* better than life,
Our lips shall praise You
Thus we will bless You while we live;
we will lift up our hands in Your name.
Our soul shall be satisfied as with marrow and fatness,
And my mouth shall praise You with joyful lips.

When we remember You at our beds,
we meditate on You in the night watches.
Because You have been my help,
Therefore in the shadow of Your wings we will rejoice.
Our soul follows close behind You;
Your right hand upholds me.

But those who seek our lives, to destroy *it*,
Shall go into the lower parts of the earth.
They shall fall by the word;
They shall be a portion for the hyenas.

But the king shall rejoice in God;
Everyone who swears by Him shall glory;
But the mouth of those who speak lies shall be stopped.