>>101258000
As a Barbies watcher I can't blame her, considering her life situation, and I'm happy for her. Still, this is a loss and mourning for maxes.
I hope you can adapt to the new environment, or accept the loss and move on. In any case it's not pretty.
Being a gachikoi is a sacrifice (economic, time...), but accepting the graduation is the ultimate bittersweet sacrifice.