>>40233963
I met my girlfriend on Tinder. I was trying to have a slut phase and get some FWBs bc I was scared my BPD would cause me to ruin whatever relationship I got into and I plan on moving next year so any kind of long-term commitment was off the table.

I pretty much immediately fell for her after the first date and had to talk myself down from going too quickly. I tried sticking to the FWB plan and went on a date with a femboy that turned out to be way more uggo than his pictures suggested, and that bad experience made me realize how much I love my girlfriend so on our next date I asked her if she wanted to be official.

She's rly cool with my BPD and doesn't mind that our relationship is bound to fail eventually. We're just living in the moment and appreciating the time we have together, and something about this impermanence is helping to keep me from freaking out about it. I love my girlfriend I'm writing this from her bed while she plays Factorio. :3