>>81770995
Well yeah it's always desperate people with self image issues. You don't see a happy healthy person going on a "self improvement" journey. And you're not gonna stop being gay or into some weird fetish if you stop watching porn. You're not gonna become extroverted by doing sport. And so on and so on. All that stuff is determined by your childhood and genetics.
You can actually reach some mental peace by accepting yourself instead of fighting your nature.