>>713362104
I'm not a cute girl, I just post them, trust me it's definitely not cute. I guess anons don't care? I know they do, I'm not a girl or have girl feelings, the aggression is completely masculine and people can't handle that because it's not the same as female aggression where it has a different feel to it.
>>713363217
I've been asked this before and I discovered that I want fulfillment. I'm empty most of the time but I'm so used to being alone that when I find someone that I connect with, that feeling in my heart overwhelms me that I tried to keep it going constantly because it felt insanely good. I also don't want anyone else to feel that so trying to keep that person to my level is paramount at their cost because he's mine and mine alone. He essentially becomes property which can weird someone out who already has friends which is what happened to me, I am friendless and he was always decently popular so I was in a constant battle with jealousy and feelings of insecurity.
> i hope you've spent this valuable time thinking instead of just being sad.
I haven't felt sad in 2 weeks but I was in a slump all the month of May, it comes and goes thankfully, right now I'm feeling good for example.