>Anyway, if things proceed according to the game’s route…
>“Ugh…!”
>Just imagining it made me want to puke.
>The trauma from my military days, when seniors in the shower room jokingly held a BigPam to my mouth while my eyes were closed, still lingers.
>My heart, which freaked out at the sight of a BigPam, still races when I see a pink old-school sausage.
>And now, not a BigPam, but the real thing?
>I’d rather bite my tongue and die than fall to that kind of absurdity.
this not the first time when korean gb novel mentions mc being emasculated in the army
I wonder what author means by that