What do I do with my life? I'm so sick of it. I'm tired of being me and having a personality, and being obligated to have a job, and get a gf and have a family... It's all so pointless. I wish I didn't exist. Actually... I wish I didn't care. And that's the problem, I care about all of this, even though I believe it doesn't matter. I dunno.

Sorry, had to say this somewhere. My parents don't give a shit about these things, otherwise I'd tell them. And I have no friends, so you're all I got /b/

I don't remember most movies I watched.

My mind tells me that there's an entity of some kind fucking up my life on purpose.

>Inb4 schizo

Yeah I know, but the feelings that my life is fucked are true.