A little incidental gayness can be ok. Basically frotting with another dude's hard cock while you both fuck Millie's ass at the same time is based. Balls touching and everything.
Just going on about how you want to be a cocksucking cumguzzling submissive sissy slut for another dude but slapping "it's for a girl tho" on the end of your gay ERPing is just you being a massive slutty little faggot whore who is pathetically still clinging on to the last tattered remains of your fading heterosexuality.
Quit fucking around and just go jerk off with the other gay anons in the gay threads already and stop pretending. You want to suck dick and get fucked in the ass.
I've got news for you: That means you're gay.