First time here, first post
>35, 70kg, 176cm
>own my phone, half of a PS3 and some toy cars
>last time i've been into a gym was in HS and all i did back then was slack off watching classmates play soccer
>started hitting the gym since last April
>yesterday almost did a pull up after 15" dead hang
>Yay!.jpeg
>instructor follow me but after three months i still fucking can't remember exercises
Moreover i have no goddamn clue on how to behave with other people
>always try to not be around them, stay in corners, barely speak (not that i can say anything since i don't have a life)
Girls, all younger, are quite chatty, boys too but even when they try to talk to me i came off as boring, uninteresting, laconic. One of the girl keeps squatting right in front of me, has a nice ass and muscular tummy as a positive note but i guess she doesn't even consider my presence or thinks i'm gay.
Gym will close for the summer break, no idea on what to do or how to at least not arrive on september starting again from zero

One day i want to start doing pole dancing but that requires strenght, endurance, agility, coordination... maybe one day i'll own a race car too