Besides that, I have my grievances with IRL and 3D pigs seemingly always. I'd, really, really, really, really, really appreciate deadly illness and curses to fall on everyone who I otherwise can't strangle with my bare hands until I personally see it that they'll never breath again. it's frustrating, I don't have any power.
I guess this edge and unending murderous impulse is what got me so attached to a very simple, genuine and kind anon. I don't know why my brain still remembers him everytime I get bothered by something, especially IRL related. It must've felt really cathartic and comfortable to just ghost and never put the proper lid on what we had... so my brain can't register it as truly over because there never was an ending. What a coward.
>>529140730
That's not an excuse, you still owe them an explanation especially if they were close to you. A simple message saying exactly that isn't that hard to write if you have emotional maturity above the age of 5.