I'm so fucking tired.
All I do all day is waste my time on shit that doesn't matter, or play pretend with my cock while I watch cartoon women that don't exist and never will. And even if they did I could never touch, cause I am broke, dumb as fuck and ugly as sin, so there's no love in this world for someone like me.
I don't know what else to do, I got nowhere else to go. I'm too fucking dumb to be anything but goycattle.
But I enjoy pretending I am more, like when I discuss geopolitics like I really know what the fuck I am talking about, with a bunch of nobodies who believe they all got it right.
What a sad fucking waste of life. I'm poor, ugly and dumb. All I got are my puerile pornographic dreams which are tainted with the accumulated hatred and anger of a life lived hiding like a rat, with internet, video games and porn, which now just remind me of the things I never got and never will.
When does it end? When my guts start to hurt and I start shitting blood? And then no more posting stupid fucking frogs. And that's it. Some people are a lot, but I am just me.