>>2964314
I have this bad habit of forming a perfect picture inside my head of how they must be. Mostly inflated because I give a lot of value to being able to draw pretty pictures that tons of people like (out of jealously myself).
So, it gives me a bit of whiplash seeing how one of my fav artists is some chronically ill neet with heart issues and dangerous mental health issues.
Maybe it stems from me seeing a huge tits japanese artist that drew amazingly well while being a 19yo bodybuilding uni student.
Never recovered from that one.

Here is some Magister. I love his work but his paywalling is fucking grotesque.