Why is Stelle so sexy and attractive and everything nice but Caelus is some sitist

Im a white cis straight man but Im 5'1 with a micropenis, small ribcage and narrow shoulders, tiny hands and a babyface
It feels fucking humiliating being essentially a pooner because nobody takes me seriously but I wont troon out because it wont make me happy because I feel male
So I understand how you pooners feel
Theres no cure to my suffering