>>34063668
I'm 21 yo male and I'm not doing any of that retarded green text bullshit, but rn I'm kinda in a toxic relationship that I'm having second thoughts abt and cutting is the only thing that helps, there is a certain level of art from the feeling and process of cutting oneself. It all starts with the blade when you first slash yourself which leads into the open cut. Once blood starts to ooze out you start to feel a euphoric head rush from the tingly sensation. After the blood dries up though it leaves behind fresh scabs and they never truly heal, its like a mark on your soul that never goes away. The process is finalized when the scar is left behind.. It gets even more exciting when you show up to work the next day because its an easy way to get attention and validation from people you dont care about, it feels good all the attention from random people and the best part is you're in control of the narrative so you can make up any crazy story you wish or just don't even respond and be nonchalant about it. I think I've rambled long enough tho abt my passion but if I like your reply to me ill consider giving you my socials. Also in no way am I encouraging anybody to follow in my path this is my choice which stems from horrible upbringing and uncontrollable factors and circumstances. You're never really alone and neither was I, I deliberately choose isolation and it can be a hellish experience without any support whatsoever i never even checked into therapy. My body is scrawny as fuckkk and I'm barely even able to drink water on a day by day basis because of my medical condition. On second thought tho I'm okaay only typing on here socials get wayyyy to personal and attached so if you enjoyed my words feel free to reply I might try to respond you'll kno its me by the pic I'm better off left nameless