His death will always be more significant

whats the best shortgun to go out like rock ledgent kurt cobain i've had quite a lot of vodka and my life choices and terminal illness have lead me to a place i can't escape

i don't want the sappy "don't die lol" i just want the honest whats the best shotgun for shooting your own head and not surviving can you do that for me bros or are you too pussy and woke for that cunts!?