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I spend a two year period trying to socialise almost all the time. I made some friends and even a close one but in the end of day nobody invites me anywhere if I don’t ask them. I made extreme effort to fight my social anxiety and yes it improved massively but I am still an unwanted ND loser. Once a loser always a loser. I will never be a part of a friend group I will never get invited to occasions I will never travel and make memories in my youth. It’s over