Pic unrelated. I'm in a 9 year relationship with my BF and I love him to death. However, I'm a switch and he's a bottom. When we're in bed together I don't even think twice about topping, but alone I wonder about being fucked. I think back to my days of hooking and up and wish I explored being submissive more. I have had my BF fuck me and I really enjoyed it, but he doesn't get much from it. I keep thinking if there's some way I could get him to use that monster dick he has (we're both huge in our own rights; I'm thicker while he's longer) but alas he doesn't want to.