>>510334275
>smashed plates over his head
That actually sounds hilarious and clownpilled
Contrary to what OP is saying I think you should start taking drugs and become homeless. If you're a depressed suicidal loser maybe you can enhance your game and git gud at life.
I have the literal system against me and no long term gf and you don't see me wallowing in self pity.
Maybe it's because I think so quickly that the slow thoughts of depression just leave my mind within a single day or so

>>510240381
uh no I don't live in Brazil I can afford a home gym and technology to build my own earthship, games, websites, etc.