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6/15/2025, 2:29:20 PM
>>76263191
Honestly if I was not NEET I would not sweat it and just lose the weight and get the surgery. But my life and financials are all fucked so basically it does not matter if I am fat or walking skin rack, my life still remains to be on pause.
I guess the worst thing is that I used to be in excellent shape when I was younger and I had this silly thought in my head that I would be able to get back to that shape now over 12 years later. Realizing that the damage cannot be undone without surgery is depressing. Peaking in high school left me with crippling body dysmorphia and I constantly compare myself to that. Some people get it some don't. In a sense people who have never been in good shape are lucky because despite loose skin things can only get better. For me its all just futile cope that best is yet to come. Yeah I can be bigger and hop on the TRT but I never wanted to be big, just shredded.
>pic related me at 18
Honestly if I was not NEET I would not sweat it and just lose the weight and get the surgery. But my life and financials are all fucked so basically it does not matter if I am fat or walking skin rack, my life still remains to be on pause.
I guess the worst thing is that I used to be in excellent shape when I was younger and I had this silly thought in my head that I would be able to get back to that shape now over 12 years later. Realizing that the damage cannot be undone without surgery is depressing. Peaking in high school left me with crippling body dysmorphia and I constantly compare myself to that. Some people get it some don't. In a sense people who have never been in good shape are lucky because despite loose skin things can only get better. For me its all just futile cope that best is yet to come. Yeah I can be bigger and hop on the TRT but I never wanted to be big, just shredded.
>pic related me at 18
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