>>40638811
kek, i do felt bad saying that right after, she was probably put to that shitty task, and had to play the bad guy for somethin, i just didn't like the methods which was used (she was gatekeeping God and Heaven)
Chances are it's just the bitterness of certain women that I can figure out but shouldn't name, or it'll just make things more awkward between me and them, it is what it is, but I have hope that things can be better someday, and if not, i hope they would tell me themselves and I'd leave them alone, if they rather not put up with me or just rather not deal with me entirely, i'd like to respect them boundaries if they are a necessity for them to be happier, pretty sure we can live without each other,

>>40638823
talkin to her on some topics and reading her topics def felt like i was eating spoonfuls of margerine, but i might be schizobabbling (as always)