Hi, i'm 21 years old. I'm currently taking 2.5mg dutasteride every day for hair, skin and anti aging. I like the calm feeling of having no dht and it does not affect me negatively since I have high T.

Testosterone is poison and all it does is make me extremly angry at everything 24/7. I was researching estrogen because it could help make me calmer.

I'm a little worried about being sterile but i'm neuro divergent so i'm probally never gonna get a chance to cum inside a vagina anyway.

I also want to take it to help supress my homosexual urges. My dick gets hard thinking of injecting E for some reason.

Should I hop on Estrogen? Any input? Am I just retarded? Another goal with E is to look cute and fem for my top.