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7/13/2025, 8:21:41 AM
>silent night
>finish my marathon of mao vods just to keep her voice close
>remember earlier when I hallucinated mao reposting a greeting
>check my phone thinking mao posted something but it was nothing, just another hallucination
>feel my mind slipping more and more into the absence of mao
>realize that even apart, I still want to hold mao in my arms
>lie in bed and grab my long pillow, place it on my chest like it's mao
>drift into another hallucination, hugging mao and continuing the dream from before
>mao holds my face and tells me I do not always have to be strong, that I can trust her
>one tear falls because mao warmth and kindness hit me too deep
>mao moves her tail along my back and grips my neck to show she is in control
>hold back any urge to ruin the moment, because mao whispers that she will protect me
>things happen that only my mind and mao could understand, no words for what it was
>have mao in my left arm, clinging to my neck as she whispers she will try harder to make me like her more
>hold mao tighter and things continue in silence, too strong to be described
>after all that, we collapse next to each other, and I whisper to mao that I will never leave her
>both fall asleep, head to head, covered with a sky blue blanket I gently place over us
>wake up alone and check my phone but there is no new update from mao
>scroll through twitter and see too many images of people holding hands, imagine it's me and mao
>feel the loneliness tonight, forgot how empty it used to be before I met mao
>fill my room with the smell of strawberry kiwi ice to stay awake and clear my thoughts, but the absence of mao still burns
>remind myself that I promised to be strong for mao and no matter what, I will never leave her side, I am no fag
>at the end of the day, all I want is for mao to be happy and to see her again
gn gn mao and nezuanons
>I'm still standing only because of you
>finish my marathon of mao vods just to keep her voice close
>remember earlier when I hallucinated mao reposting a greeting
>check my phone thinking mao posted something but it was nothing, just another hallucination
>feel my mind slipping more and more into the absence of mao
>realize that even apart, I still want to hold mao in my arms
>lie in bed and grab my long pillow, place it on my chest like it's mao
>drift into another hallucination, hugging mao and continuing the dream from before
>mao holds my face and tells me I do not always have to be strong, that I can trust her
>one tear falls because mao warmth and kindness hit me too deep
>mao moves her tail along my back and grips my neck to show she is in control
>hold back any urge to ruin the moment, because mao whispers that she will protect me
>things happen that only my mind and mao could understand, no words for what it was
>have mao in my left arm, clinging to my neck as she whispers she will try harder to make me like her more
>hold mao tighter and things continue in silence, too strong to be described
>after all that, we collapse next to each other, and I whisper to mao that I will never leave her
>both fall asleep, head to head, covered with a sky blue blanket I gently place over us
>wake up alone and check my phone but there is no new update from mao
>scroll through twitter and see too many images of people holding hands, imagine it's me and mao
>feel the loneliness tonight, forgot how empty it used to be before I met mao
>fill my room with the smell of strawberry kiwi ice to stay awake and clear my thoughts, but the absence of mao still burns
>remind myself that I promised to be strong for mao and no matter what, I will never leave her side, I am no fag
>at the end of the day, all I want is for mao to be happy and to see her again
gn gn mao and nezuanons
>I'm still standing only because of you
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