I want to be used, but not taken advantage of. I want to belong to someone, the same way a vampire would own a human servant. I want a woman who treats the world with disdain, but treats me, and only me, gently and with kindness. I want to develop a mutual obsession to last the throes of time. I want to feel like I'm being stalked, hunted, dragged down your rabbit hole.

My endgame goal is to be a stay-at-home husband, and stream myself gaming, hopefully making some money from that. It's unrealistic, like most ideals. Very unrealistic to try to be valued for simply existing. But I am who I am. If you want more than that, shape me. Make me into what you want, without destroying who I am. I am Azoth, I am quicksilver. I will be whatever you need, as long as it does not clash with who I am. I'm at a crossroads. One push is all I need to walk down a path.

I seek someone who has gazed into the abyss. Someone who, despite that, is still trying to walk a normal path in life. One who has conquered, or continues to fight, the demons of their past, in order to secure a future.

I crave praise, I desire guidance. Seek the archives for more information about me before adding me, most of what I typed in the past still stands to this day.

All I have to offer is my body, my heart, and my soul. I can only hope that I am enough.

May the world be kind to those I have hurt on my quest to understand how to live as a human in this world.

I am Feylix (on discord)