Pic not related but looked like one of girls

I like to see myself as a robot with a beard

> have gf but shes also like me
>dead "prestigious job" in title only
>make shit pay
>live at home
>have friends but not really myself with them
>Autist
>Enjoy being alone and vidya
>heavy drug user
>come off as friendly, approachable and easy to talk to but deep down hate all of it
>had sex decent amount but cause i sold drugs, used to facefuck, feetfuck, anal some broke white, guyanese and tn girls for xans and weed lol
>one chick swallowed and drank my piss for weed then asked you use my bong lol
>one normie activity i actually like is fishing though

Kinda feel i faked being a normie for my parents and friends that i ended up actually becoming one when my true alliegance, nature and desire is to go back being gooning hiki neet who fishes